My Final Exam

With struggles and successes my sophomore year was a challenge. I had my ups and downs but I don’t regret anything I did because all this helps me grow and be more knowledgeable. I have s many dreams in my life and my sophomore has helped me think about what I really want. I have always been a strong girl and I never gave up and this year I almost let everything does down the drain. At the beginning of the year I tried and work so hard. Outside of school my life is very different and I’m always stressed. The second semester things started changing and I just stop caring. I always had my goals and I just didn’t even care anymore. I completely stop trying and I would just sit in class and do nothing.

With those struggles in my life my whole goals and success died. I was at the point of dropping out and just get a job. I was so sick and tired of school. But I’ve always been the type of person that thinks twice before any final decision. When I thought about dropping out I thought about it every night for like a month. I remember I would even cry because it was so hard. Then it hit me! I knew I shouldn’t let my problems ruin my hopes and dreams. Then I once more pick my head on and started fighting for my dreams. I was about to quit because my grades were going down but once I decided to pick my head I had to focus and think.

I thought I wasn’t going to make it, but no matter what I didn’t quit and I kept trying. I always said to myself, “If I don’t pass I will have too kept trying and never give up.”

Maybe this wasn’t the most exciting and funniest year but it’s the year I have learned the most. Maybe I didn’t learn much at school but sure did teach me a life lesson. I learned how to stay stronger and keep my head up higher. This world has so many lessons in life and sometimes and a teenager I don’t pay much attention to it but for my age I have learned many lessons. I have learned how people can be so different, real, and fake. This year my eyes were opened and I got to see the world in a different way.

This year was my first year at Atrisco Heritage Academy High School. I first came here I didn’t know anyone; I was always the third wheel. But the third wheel wasn’t so bad because I had the opportunity to observe and think and just analyze my peers. I learned that in high school pretty much no one is innocent and they all do something that isn’t right even myself. At the end I ended up not being the third wheel, and I was known more and made more friends, but I had already observe and I already knew what was coming next.

Just of thinking how I was going to quit and end it all makes me smile because I picked my head up and it went even higher. Now, I’m just going to try harder and harder to become the best and do what I want. So now I’m here writing this blog waiting for the last minutes of school, of my sophomore year to end and become a junior.

About me

Music

Music is my life. Everything I do somehow revolves around music. I think music is a way of life and everyone has a way of living it. Everyone can be so surprised how much music is in my life. I mean I literally go to sleep to music, wake up to music, drive to music, think to music, and a lot more to music. On my daily bases I talk to underground artist, I support those who are good and let those who aren’t know. I like to judge them so I can help them be a little better. I’m not a big expert in music but I know what’s good and bad. To me the beat is very important because, well I’m a dancer and I have to be able to feel the beat. I know some music has slow beats but I’m also good on what’s good because I sing.

Today is May 20th, 2010 and we had a group of artist come to our school and perform. They were local artist and they were called “The Dream Team.” Some many people were judging them bad, but they have no idea how good they are, I mean just to have the guts to start doing what they do makes them good, because some people have talent and don’t show it and they do I mean It was amazing. I want to say they have my support 100%. I was just so amazed how people judge them bad. Maybe I’m a nice person but I’m pretty sure that when it comes to music I judge hard. The one thing I can say is that you get good things out of every artist because each one has at least a good skill.

In my everyday life I go searching the web for underground artist and comment them in at least one thing. I love so music so much it’s so crazy. I mean my mp3 is full of underground music.

My Wisdom in Life

In my life I have learned many things. In my life I have been through lots of test. No one ever said life was going to be easy or 24/7 fun. I did have my fun at times but I did drain lots of tears. I think the hardest age in my life were my teens. When I was a teen I was mature but immature at times. I understood life better than others and I was stronger than other teens too. I learned so much in my teen years. It’s so hard to be perfect no matter how much you try. It was so amazing how I never tried that much to be a perfect girl. Life will always have drama and fights but you have to suck it up and think twice before anything.

In life nothings free even if it seems like it is, it’s not because one day you’re going to struggle just like your parents did. It’s a cycle, what goes around comes around. I always respected my peers and adults around me. It’s sad to see young boy disrespect a young lady just to act cool. In life I learned that if you’re being the best you can be with people, people will be the best than can be with you. Sometimes you can be surprised how people don’t notice you good behavior and treat you bad. When that happened to me I would just go with it and agree with whatever they would say.

In life nothing is going to be how you want it, but you can always try to make it the best to your abilities. Trying your best in life is the key of being the best. Be patient and think twice. Be mature to make responsible decisions.

Never let anyone bring you down. Have pride and don’t let them see those tears in your eyes. Don’t let the critics see fail and keep your head up. If you stumble make sure you don’t hit the ground, and if you hit the ground go for another round.

Person For A Day

If I could choose to be someone for a day, I would choose to be my mother. I would want to be my mom because she’s a strong woman that never gives up. I think my mom is one of the strongest women I’ve ever met. I know for a fact a lot of woman would gave up and done something stupid if they were in my mother’s place.

In my family we have had so much hard times and my mom always receives bad news by herself. In my family my older brother has heart problems. He has had heart problems since he was born. When he was 1 year old he received heart surgery. After that surgery he was good till he was 10 years old. When he was 10 my mom was told that he needs to receive a pacemaker. When my mom received that news she was by herself. My brother was good and healthy.

Tragedy hit my family when my brother was 15. It was his freshmen year at Rio Grande High School. Since the beginning of the year he started losing lots of strength. My brother never went to school because he was ill and we couldn’t do anything about it. I remember that he was always in bed. I would cry every night hoping he got better. I remember my mom would suffer so much looking at my brother with no strength. My brother would always tell me that he wasn’t feeling good. He would tell me because if he would’ve told my mom she would of worried and he didn’t want to worry my mom. I would end up telling my mom anyways.

Months later my brother started to get Minnie heart attacks. When my mom started to see the pain he was in she started to call his doctor to try to make an appointment. Every time she would call they didn’t want to talk to her. I remember my mom cry because she didn’t know what was wrong with my brother and the doctor didn’t want to see him. My mom could’ve broken down but she didn’t, she stayed strong and fought.

I was losing my brother by the minute. My mom had to take him to the emergency room and from there the doctor had to see him. My brother…….. My brother was dying. If my mom wouldn’t have took him to the emergency room he would have died that night. He couldn’t walk anymore. When the doctor saw him he didn’t know how to apologize to my mom. To my mom a apology wasn’t anything because her son was about to die.

My brother was under intensive therapy or care for 2 weeks. I practically lived in the hospital. When he was in the hospital we found out my brother needed a heart transplant. When I found out I was going crazy. I hated to see how much my big brother was suffering.