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Thursday, May 27, 2010

My Final Exam

With struggles and successes my sophomore year was a challenge. I had my ups and downs but I don’t regret anything I did because all this helps me grow and be more knowledgeable. I have s many dreams in my life and my sophomore has helped me think about what I really want. I have always been a strong girl and I never gave up and this year I almost let everything does down the drain. At the beginning of the year I tried and work so hard. Outside of school my life is very different and I’m always stressed. The second semester things started changing and I just stop caring. I always had my goals and I just didn’t even care anymore. I completely stop trying and I would just sit in class and do nothing.

With those struggles in my life my whole goals and success died. I was at the point of dropping out and just get a job. I was so sick and tired of school. But I’ve always been the type of person that thinks twice before any final decision. When I thought about dropping out I thought about it every night for like a month. I remember I would even cry because it was so hard. Then it hit me! I knew I shouldn’t let my problems ruin my hopes and dreams. Then I once more pick my head on and started fighting for my dreams. I was about to quit because my grades were going down but once I decided to pick my head I had to focus and think.

I thought I wasn’t going to make it, but no matter what I didn’t quit and I kept trying. I always said to myself, “If I don’t pass I will have too kept trying and never give up.”

Maybe this wasn’t the most exciting and funniest year but it’s the year I have learned the most. Maybe I didn’t learn much at school but sure did teach me a life lesson. I learned how to stay stronger and keep my head up higher. This world has so many lessons in life and sometimes and a teenager I don’t pay much attention to it but for my age I have learned many lessons. I have learned how people can be so different, real, and fake. This year my eyes were opened and I got to see the world in a different way.

This year was my first year at Atrisco Heritage Academy High School. I first came here I didn’t know anyone; I was always the third wheel. But the third wheel wasn’t so bad because I had the opportunity to observe and think and just analyze my peers. I learned that in high school pretty much no one is innocent and they all do something that isn’t right even myself. At the end I ended up not being the third wheel, and I was known more and made more friends, but I had already observe and I already knew what was coming next.

Just of thinking how I was going to quit and end it all makes me smile because I picked my head up and it went even higher. Now, I’m just going to try harder and harder to become the best and do what I want. So now I’m here writing this blog waiting for the last minutes of school, of my sophomore year to end and become a junior.


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